This is really sad.

Went out with this guy who likes me. And I had a steak for dinner and ice cream. I ate so much to the point of feeling sick. So I went to the toilet to puke the ice cream out. Honestly, I am shocked how he doesn't smell the puke. I am pathetic. After starting work, I have put on so much weight cause I was so stressed out.

Before I was doing so well, not eating. But when stress kicks in, I eat to forget my troubles. Sorry girls, I am such a disappointment. I will never be thin.

Stats:

5"4, 110 pounds.

What a fucking loser.

i add so much the past few days.

Today for breakfast. I ate half a sausage egg mc muffin.

That's already 250 calories. With the ice tea, that's 100 cal.

Sigh.

Then, lunch was 1 table spoon of rice, few pieces of fried fish, cabbages and soup. Should be around 200 cal.

THAT't already 550 calories for the day.

NO MORE FOOOODDDD

Hey girls i found something that might be of interest to you all.

How to lose 5 kgs in a week!

Gonna try this out.

http://klavanya.files.wordpress.com/2006/12/generalmotorsdiet.pdf

I can't sleep now thinking how fat i am right now.

So i have be googling on anorexic site and came across this community. So here i am :)

I am new and i feel so inspired after reading the stories. Amazing stuff girls!

Ok i am 5ft 3 and CW, 114.

Fat.

My goal is 100 pounds.

Hope i can do it.

Fasting starts now :))) We can do it.